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FEBRUARY:
wonderful things are coming into my life wonderful things are coming into my life wonderful things are coming into my life wonderful things are coming into my life
today I feel like I'm going insane. it's my last day at my day job & I'm freaking out because everyone (my family) keeps telling me that I need another "day job" but if I get another job that isn't what i want to do or be than what was the point in quitting this one. they would have given me more money. they would have LOVED for me to stay but i can't do this anymore. i want to be acting and directing and producing and i'm not goign to get that kind of work if i spend 40 hours a week or more typing about software that i don't care about and playing with kids that i do care about but aren't mine. i would rather be doing just about anything that has anything to do with my actual passion. i want time that i can go on auditions. i want to direct and build sets and props and so many other things. part of the problem is i was raised to go to work. both my parents went to work everyday, even though they didn't really like their jobs all that much. my dad is waiting until he retires to be the writer that he should have been all along & my mom taught for 30 years and never found the time to be all that she could have been. i don't want to live my life wondering what would have been. if i was just going to work in an office or be a full time babysitter i could have done that back in oklahoma & probably owuld own my own home now & would hate my life. i want more than that. it isn't about being famous or even rich, though the rich part would be nice. it's about doing what i love.
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So I wasn't writing alot on my LJ but it made it possible for me to read so much wonderful fiction. Since it seems that the fandom is moving, here I am. You're welcome to friend me if you wish.
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